I really do miss him. My stomach is turning and I'm so lonely. I'm about to start crying, I've been trying not to all day.

He's making small efforts to delete me from his life.

He's the one who wanted me to stay in his life, he's the one who didn't want to lose me for good, who wanted to stay friends.. but he won't stick around. He won't talk to me. He won't keep pictures of us up?

I mean nothing anymore.
God, I hate this. I'm going to fucking puke.