if it's not like one thing or a person, it's several.

like, sorry but way to rub it in my face.
sorry but way to "steal my friends".
seriously this is just... getting to be too much.

BUT on a better note.

kevin last night told me that, he sees us getting married and having beautiful kids and that he's the luckiest man to have found anyone like me.
why has it taken me this long to find someone who actually can see a REAL future with me, be able to admit it, and actually romance me and tell me all the cute things we love to hear. like, why?
i'm honestly so lucky to be with someone who actually appreciates me and values me. i bitch and i wine because up until recently, he rarely ever really expressed his feelings because maybe he wasn't completely sure or maybe he didn't want to say it out loud because he thought i was going to hurt him? who knows. but he's absolutely everything i want in a husband and i hope, it happens in time.
i've been through a lot, and kissed wayyy too many frogs to find my prince and i finally found him. kevin's it for me. there's no one else. there's never been a love like this for me. there's never been a relationship like this for me. kevin's seen me like no one else has. and evin loves me for who i am, not what you wanted me to be. he see's me as i come and i couldn't be happier.

:) so. yay.