Attn Kevin, get the fuck away from me. So I just woke up. I was on cam this morning with Matthew who's fucking cute btdubz. And around 9 we got off and I went straight to bed and I just woke up. And I see Kevin messaged me on myspace.

He replied to a bulletin where, yes I called him a piece of shit. Will i tell him that? No. Why? Because frankly fuck him. I feel completely abandoned and destroyed by him. So, if me hating him is how I have to get over him because nothing else will work. Fine.

"From: xkevymetalx or doodles
To: gypsy bones.
Date: Mar 28, 2009 12:36 PM
Subject: all i want to do is


I hope that "piece of shit" comment wasn't about me.
if so I'm super bummed about it :(
I haven't said a single bad thing about you"

I want to type him a long message and tell him not saying bad things about me, doesn't make him a not a piece of shit. You completely destroyed me, you broke my heart, you gave up on me, you threw me the fuck away and won't even fucking talk to me. So ... I'd have to say you're a piece of shit.

And just so everyone knows. I still fucking love him and the fact he even wrote me, breaks my heart more than it already was. If he needs so much fucking space then why does he have to even read my stuff or write me ? Like, he's the one who doesn't want this... don't fucking come to me and be like I'm super bummed you think I'm a piece of shit. Because I completely ruined you.