I finally left the house today. Around 3am, Rae and I went out to Denny's which we walked into where there was a legit Frat full of dudes there. Holy hell. Not awesome. Raged to music and bitched about dudes. The usual.

I finally changed my background, it was still Kevin and I. I still have so many photos of us together, I'm still going to keep them. Just not out in the open for me to fall upon.

I really am so torn about this. I know me talking to Kevin is just going to piss me off because god knows what's going on in his head, but he doesn't want to talk to me so why bother. But I do love him. I do want to be with him so it's like ugh fml. I haven't heard from him since we last texted, all I know is he's talking up bitches and oh fucking well. His friends are hollering at me and I'm LOL'ing over it.

I need to get to the Post Office today. Ashley and Rae and I are all supposed to hang out today, I hope we do. I love Rae to pieces and Ashley seems like a riot sooo. Yeah. Party possibly tonight? Tomorrow a different Ashley and I are supposed to be going to a show. YSC. In oswego. I hope we do, I miss that girl.

I haven't booked my VA trip because my friend Jessica hasn't gotten back to me about the Arizona trip date so I don't want to book my VA one and have them overlap :/ That would suuck. I wish someone I knew could just instantly get me a job so I could rake in some money to save up. Ughhhhh. Easter is coming up soon before my trips so maybe I can convince my grandmother who hates me to give me $$? Who knows.

When I come back at the end of April I'm job hunting seriously, if I don't find something already. Maybe if I score my license I'll even try to get a job at the DMV? or something, or maybe I'll do a Civil Service Exam and try to work for the Post Office? Hmm? Who knows, but definitely something for me to consider. I haven't really found many job postings online and I haven't had a chance to see if anyone was hiring around here. Oh well, I'll look around soon.