I'm not sure if I have legit feelings for this or not. I'm not sure what my intentions are even are. I'm so annoyed with Kevin right now and maybe that's for the best. I feel like I should be pissed at him. I love him but I feel like I'm getting over him.

One of his friends and I are talking. And he seriously wants to date me and is falling for apparently. I don't doubt this because of how we talk. Nothing risque. But we just talk all day every day and send each other texts and stuff through the entire day. Not to mention while Kevin and I dated he showed interest. Although then I didn't make anything of it, not until we broke up.

I find this person attractive. I think this person is very sweet and really thinks highly of me. I don't see myself as just some random girl to this person. But he doesn't live near here and he currently doesn't have a car, so us hanging out isn't going to happen. Not to mention he lives with another one of Kevin's friends and dare I say that'd be awkward for myself right now. He sends me text messages about how beautiful I am and how amazing I am and how much we wants to come snuggle me and such. I love this attention. I'm not sure if I'm just overwhelmed by it and the likeliness that I could actually get him to be involved with me seriously or what.

But the thing keeping me from even like visiting him is the fact of what Kevin will say. Frankly, fuck Kevin. I shouldn't care. He left me and wanted to get over me so badly. Fuck him. Like really. He doesn't want to be a part of my life so why should I let him hold any importance on what I do.