So, today is Kevin and I's? 4 month anniversary. And I would like to say that I do love him very much and unlike my past relationships, I can see this really making it. I have now officially become his longest relationship out of his 25 years of breathing which is almost sad, but I'm very glad about it. I feel lucky.

Kevin and I have some struggles because he is irresponsible and is still a kid and hasn't really grown up yet and I hope that I can help him transition into the responsible person he should be. He needs to learn how to live on a budget, not impulse spend, or gamble. And he needs to learn how to put his money away and save it.

I'm trying to reach out to people in the area to help me find a job that I can actually get to. I'm willing to work with Kevin, but I'm not ready to jump into 40 hours a week. I'd prefer to start out with a part time job and then maybe go into it. Although no matter what, I'd be making more money if I worked with Kevin.. I just don't know if I'm ready for it.

But either way, when I realize how this medicine is working we are going to have me apply for the job and see what happens.

I got tattooed the other night. Kevin started my arm and we have my owl 3/4 done. It's very cute and his technique is getting better. We're trying to think of things to add into the sleeve that won't ruin it or look array?

I have about 5 dollars to my name now and I desperately need money. I want to bake a lot and cook, but I don't have the money and technically Kevin doesn't either. Ugh. Oh well.