You go from telling me I'm depressed to I'm just straight up being irrational.

Or how about you're being sexist and inconsiderate asshole?
Don't be a fucking hypocrit and tell me i'm the one making excuses and being defensive when you can't even fucking man up and tell my friend that you have no interest in her and that you fucked her over like you said you wouldn't instead of making up excuses as to why she's not the girl you're dating right now? Hmmm?

I'm so sorry that I get upset that my fucking boyfriend breaks promises to me and doesn't give a flying fuck how I feel about things he does, even when I'm trying to help him from fucking himself over. I'm sorry that I would appreciate it if he would call and ask if him just not coming home for hours was alright by me instead of just doing it and then when I tell him I would rather him be home with me because he's going to be gone for awhile tomorrow. I'm sorry. Oh fucking well.
I don't give a shit if I'm being "irrational" my feelings are guess what?! My fucking feelings and your words aren't going to stop me from feeling them. You're only going to make me want to disown you as my friend even more because you won't even help me out when I need it no matter HOW many times you tell me you'll be there for me.

I'm sick of the friends who keep telling me how I should be living MY life and how I should look and act and speak. No fuck you all because frankly I really just don't fucking care about pleasing you. No matter what my opinion is for any of you, no matter what I say, no matter what I do for any of you... it never seems to be enough. But if I don't do what you all say I should do or act or look like you want me to... oh fucking no hell will freeze over.

I'm done with it.
I'd rather be alone than miserable because i'm not good enough to fucking matter to any one anymore.

FUCK