I'm not really thrilled with myself right now. I really am not proud with this shit I'm pulling. I need to stop this shit. I always get upset when I "drag" people along, but yet I'm doing that currently with so many people, but the thing is.. who knows if any of these people are serious. I mean, I'm never single long enough to realize like how "single" people go about their lives like.. I've never really just been single and chatted with a ton of people like. I've never really done that, but right now there's like a few different people just talking to me telling me they like me and want to hang out or whatever and that's cool right? Like, no matter what pretty much all of them are "off limits".

Like, Dustin. He's off limits, he's Kevin's friend. Chris, he's off limits for the same reason. Along with John. Kayce's off limits because all my friends have been with him. Alex, doesn't even talk to me. Who else talks to me? I don't even.. know. But either way, I'm just kind of trying to enjoy this attention because I know it's gonna fade quick. I don't even know what to do with myself.

Tomorrow I'm going to get my permit. FML I'm nervous. I'm looking for a new cell phone currently. I can't handle the piece of shit I have now. But it's kind of difficult. Oh well. I kind of just want to get my phone back from rachel and use that until I can purchase something new. Oh well.

I'm still searching around for cars/pricing but it's so hard. No matter where I look the results are different.

I'm going to do my hair after this weekend and put weave in it, holler. I bought new plugs because I'm sizing up again, excited. I wish I had tape so I could just tape them up to where I want to go, but oh well. My ears are so loose that it doesn't even matter. Lol.

I really need to clean my shit up. I really wish I was in Virginia. I really wish it was May already. I wish I had a job. I can't wait to drop OCC and go to Cos school. It'll only last me... 32/36? weeks. That's about 8 months? I'm super excited about it. It beats doing OCC that's certain.

Excited, I is excited.