So I haven't updated a lot lately, kind of been distant from friends for the last few days/past week.

Kayce and I are now officially dating. Which is kind of complicated. He's been trying to make me his "official" girlfriend since the first night we hung out and that was a bit ago and we've stayed the night with eachother a few nights and eventually the other night I was like, I want to be your girlfriend officially and he was so stoked.
He's already told me he's in love with me and that he wants to marry me and how there's no one more perfect for him and how he never wants to be with anyone else and I finally put some good into his life and etc etc and.... guess what I immediately thought of? Well, one. That sounds EXACTLY like me, when I am in relationships... and two. That's pretty much exactly what I said to Kevin just not this soon.
I really like Kayce, but I'm not in love with him.. yet.

Ashley, De, and I went to walmart in Rome not too long ago while I was staying with Kayce for a few nights and it was exactly like the Oneida Walmart that Kevin and I would frequent and grocery shop at .. and I practically was in tears, on the verge of crying. I'm still in love with Kevin and I'm still kind of like annoyed about the whole thing.

But Kayce does make me happy and apparently I'm the best thing to fall into his life and knowing that makes me feel great. But I'm so nervous.

So I need to take my Suicide Girl photos when I come back from Virginia. Which I leave for in 4 days.

I want to get tattooed really bad and I've talked to a few artists and they want to tattoo me so hopefully if I can find ways to them, it'll happen.

Show tomorrow, hopefully going to get my permit before the show if my mom is down with it.
Doctor appointment on tuesday at like 2.
And I leave for Virginia at 3:30am on Thursday/Wednesday.

Holy f hole.