I just woke up somehow after passing out from being so tired 2 hours
ago. I go switched onto a new medication today. Effexor. I didn't
really notice any side effects until now. I'm beyond delirious and
nothing feels real right now. Like right now I feel like I'm dreaming
but I know I'm not. I don't know what to write about other than
wanting to put I am in love with kevin douglas furness over and over
and over and over. But i won't.

I miss him.