So my anxiety is getting worse and i'm having anxiety attack after anxiety attack after anxiety attack and I can't do anything about it.

I'm stuck in a house, behind a computer screen permanently.
I try to leave, and make plans. But everyone makes new ones or blows me off..
I can't drive, no car or license.
I can't go out, because of my anxiety unless someone I'm comfortable with goes with me.
There's nothing to do in this city because it's so little.

I'm really, just lacking interest in trying anymore.
I'm literally suffocating.

I'm sick of crying, all the time.
Because I can't be understood, no one can level with me or begin to explain.

I'm an agoraphobic.
And no one gets it.